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Friday, April 20, 2012

WHY? BECAUSE FUCK YOU THATS WHY

Big companies are always trying to con me for my money and screw me over! Seriously? you don't make enough money that you need to be gypping starving students for amounts that is probably pocket change to you anyways? Why is the world so fucking evil?!? From phone/internet companies, to landlords and employers all try to rip me off, what the hell world? its hard enough for a girl to be paying all of her bills, rent, and tuition by herself without a job and big companies have to be constantly trying to have a go at my money. Ugh so sick and tired of these people trying to take advantage because they think we're just students and they can get away with it. Every fucking penny counts and I'm pretty sure this shit ain't legal. I don't even give a shit anymore I am definitely suing their asses. Especially with graduating, I'm just getting even more worried with money when next years housing situation is getting so sketchy and so much is just unknown still at the moment...

Ugh all these angsty posts lately... just so much going on and so tired of people. Definitely thankful for those who have been supportive but just so fed up with the shit I've been getting. It just fucking sucks because I've never been one to run to mommy and daddy deal with my things so I have to deal with this shit on my own. (Well, its not like they give a shit anyways.) Funny because the other person that this actually affects doesn't give two shits either and apparently I'm just supposed to magically deal with it for her fucking cunt. I hate it when people just take advantage because they know they can get away with it. I've just been trying to deal with  all of this in the most mature way possible for the past half year because I have to, but shes just been fucking walking over the fact that I havn't straight out told her off yet. 

ughhhhhhhhhhh rant rant rant rant rant..................so not my style lol



&Lord, please grant me the serenity...


Friday, March 16, 2012

 

No, I'm really not that strong.
I've just learned that I have to be sometimes in order to keep going
I've never been spoiled or sheltered or had people to make things easier for me
All the decisions I've had to make, I did it myself.
Because I had to; because I knew I never had the help that others do
I never blamed anyone. I just knew I had to take care of myself.
I'm exhausted.
it gets so tiring.
I'm not strong.
But I've learned that I have to be.


Wednesday, October 05, 2011

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

--Reinhold Niebuhr


Wednesday, March 16, 2011



True Life : I have commitmentphobia.


Thursday, February 17, 2011

or maybe its just me..

他好疼我...




但女人總犯賤。






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